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Last Friday I finish up all my work around at 1am. Normally at this kind of city, peoples with going out for the Friday Nite or Weekend specially or what ever is call. But I still stick in the office doing a crazy work with my boss. Argh! when this thing will finish...Damn too many work , I have more than 100 files there ..how I going to overview all of this? Alone? I would call it really crazy..too many paper works..Thank God to my ex-boss, I have done all this kind of things with close eyes..But still need energy and need to overview and also thinking oso.

Well work cos need money also..Lives need to go on also. I do it with volunteer also. Good experienced also. Need to go on.  On the way back home I saw an accident..the car cross the next road (he suppose not to be in that line, he at another contra line). Is too dangerous but what to do there any choice for. My boss also such like worker holic, sure there something behind all the scene. Just wait and see how it will be.

I am in confusion right now, whether want to join in full time or just it be like that. I think I don't have any interested to be there. Well I feel sympathy toward the boss. But did she will feel the same. I dont think so..
than i will give up toward it...

The accident I saw I dream it again that thing was happen to me. Thanks God I just dream. Than next morning I saw again an accident  argh!! same things also happen...excatly the same..

ushh!! God help me..I need a strength!
 i got bad day in the early morning..


than my training at SKMM was suck! new thing argh...argh....
ehehehee...m stuck ler..

thanks God I have good movie to watch..HANNA...hhehee...
shopping at mid valley..foods..
sleep..

Human being same as Chicken?

Human being same as chicken? village chicken?

The lifestyles?

Why is really make it same?

Early morning..you release the chicken going out..

and they will all going out for find the food for all day..

at the end of the day they will coming back to their house?

---and same thing go with human being--

early morning we wake up stand by all kind of breakfast..

start the car engine...

go to work

at the end of the day we will coming back for rest....

-- do you think it same - yep similar --

and another one - chicken also get their little chicken -

also human did that ---

and when the time reach, chicken also will be kill by its master ---

also same-- one day when the time reach we will be calling by our Master to go back to Him..

BUT -- here what I really want to share here? 

Do we really want to live such like a chicken lifestyle..

live, didn't do anything at all in this kind of living...

live, get a job, getting married, get children, grow up our children, we getting grandchildren and died? 

Is a normal live styles.

Would you think to be valuable to others..

Scarified the normal live styles..

To be difference...??? 

Would we dare to take the challenge? 

How? 

Than think?

How we make it difference to little society surrounding us? 

Make it alive, make it happen. Dont be just act as normally live styles..

How we can not too release selfish with our time , with our money??

DO a change .....from this moment...

i coming back ---real miz blogger!

damn ! suck!  stupid! monkey!
all kind of bad words is out when u are really in a bad mood.

I come to release that in this kind of modern world, is difficult for you to find a value of " friendship" or "neighborhood" ..there is such of friendship in this world. How it can be happen. There is nobody to value of your friendship. There will be surrounding you when you are need them. Is hard to believe someone that new to you and you still come back to the old one. Why we are human being keep on going in the same character and like to be with the old version?? We are familiar with it? Not dare to try with the new version. Such like a new window XP and upgrade to window 7. Must dare to take the challenge..

Argh.!!! this kind of feeling, off course everyone have feel it. The kind of need someone to be with you , to be love and to love someone. Who else can replace that place, there is nobody unless you dare to take the challenge to have a new one. But is the way how we think about it. Sometimes we feel that is too lonely and too need someone to be with us. Off course this is one of character of human being. Not to be alone all the time. Since beginning, God create Eve to be with Adam. It's true. yeah is true. So a girl cannot be alone all the time if not with someone else.

When we are the lonely time, what is the most thing we do? Reading the good books? serve net? sleep? or anything? You will find your own answer what you are going to do..

I really miz my blogger...
damn hot blogger...
cos of my computer problems...
n live quit over2xx busy...damn..my blogger..leave for few months..
hahahaha!!!

What ever is live is , we need to go through it day by day.
NEVER say a words OF GIVE UP
We never see what our FRONT ? (ONLY THE CREATOR KNOW WHAT IS UP FRONT OF US)
never give up life need to go on and on..
BEWARE...WISE all the Time...for HIS TIMING...
BELIEVE all the TIME, HE NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE...
NEVER..
count the STAR at the SKY..there is the blessing ..
count of the sand at beach....there...is the limit...
can you...take the challenge...????

hi monkey!

hi monkey!
is sound stupid..when u tell urs enemies about ur weakness...
but u have yet prepared ur guns..

in tis world now adays, before the guns shut u , u must prepared all kind of..weapon u have..
included ur guns and eveythings..before people shut u..
u have stand by ur point.

is not me wonder to see a kind of an unexpereinced people to deal with of kind small problems.
I not saying that i have a lot expereinced..but what make such want to vomit...is you doesn't want to learn
from the experienced people. no questions , no queries at all...all you is worried...worried...can make it on time
and wat so ever rubbies..

all is under control/
don't too pushcy...
on day...
all become..
such like - kelam kabut u now...

oh monkey....learn to relexs...put urself on the top of streess..as long u can handle it and go ahead with it..

i little bit difficult to do it when some1 on the top of you can't be patience to wait wat the next step you will be doing. all have the own procedure--dont't too pushcy...is will become..messy up everythings..

try to respect people surronding you whether they know it or not...is depend on them. One day they will release all the mistake and how messy they work is...

be patience and keep in silent , let the Lord revenge it for you...keep quite ya...monkey...from L>L

be patience..you have learn a lot with this character of monkey...all the same things...just going on and move forward ya...

be patience in now adays waiting for the time to be bloom!!!!

beng..!!! pang!!!

ha!! have a nive day monkey!! in LL.

new beginning 2011 with new hopes

This few days, I always come arross to lies to people surronding me. Is difficult to trust them in the same time, that why I do so this kind of things. Yeah is not my truely attitude. I come accross when a lots people and surrounding me keep and moving to lies to me. So my question is so that simple, why not im doing the same things to them also. Why not...but i know it's not going rite...people do bad, and im will follow them to do bad things also..mouth will easy saying that i will do it..try to act it.. is will be hard also..it's not an easy as you saying...

Early 2011, is seem difficult for me to continue the living. Last year expereinced teach me how bad the world is...is how bad the people surronding me. I can't find a honest 1 and good 1 here. Nobody...where with your own strength to do it oso...is so difficult to do soo...

first things early the year of 2010, how the guys lies to me for his own benefits. Well I was consider to try it soo.. to find out myself how difficult will he do it..how he try to hide all the lies...about himself..and I was never expereinced it before also wanna to try with new expererienced. with new excitement, new nervous, where all mix feeling in heart, all all kind of things in my head. Is all playing all arround...where the same things he want to do to me and me too...one side will hurt, whereof it me. thanks to God for the good expereinced. where i can find a good expereience toward people who rely have a good feeling toward you and where who rely not where want to have benefit you in all kind heart you have.

i have test all this kind of things..and after few months later...i have find out that he was playing..with my heart. i thank God that i am not rely in him too..is not so easy. i know he have a sweet talk, very2 sweet/
not even a month i am back he was with some1..that i find out myself...thanks God. for all kind of this experienced. no wonder God is so beautiful. Already in the first place, he was not same faith as me. so obviously he was NOT. i know that too..i also playful just want to full fill my free times...guys friends..and im stupid...gurl also rely...yeah...same= same...double win...

so the first thing 2011...
is so bad to start...
i have bad feeling toward my own "fam"
end 2010 last with very2xx bad expereinced toward my fam...that i can't forget about it..
how will i start this year God...that I ask???
how..all the lies comes out...
all...how....will i...
the lies...can't will keep there forever and ever...
u will find out it 1 days...
all the truth is forever and ever...
lies can't stand forever...

how to begin the lives without feel guilty..without remmember the past...
how to begin..

jus go on...

don't turn back...

4ever and ever...

10 biggest Sickness

10 The bigger sickness:-

(1) when doctor doesn't know what is the good medicine to give to you ;

(2) when you have everythings but still not happy with it and nobody can share the hapiness with you;

(3) when your heart is broken, nobody can heal except by yourself decide to do the best things for your living

(4) when doesn't have any focus or destination in your life;

(5) when you forget about your kindness of your family, friends, and everyone surrounding you;;

(6) when you say nothing at all when people critics about your weakness;

(7) when you never say thank giving to your God about your living;

(8) when you used your own strengtness , knowledge, intelegence and all your human being character to make used of someone for your own benefits;

(9) when people doesn't believe and trust your words

(10) when you have nothing at all- no love at all.

Feeling can change anytimes, also times...is also changing,  and time will be tell you healing everything for you. Is much watch out for the single words come out from mouth. Is more better to give blessing to people rather than a curse people. What is going out that will come arround. In any single of this living, you make have a sense that worls is really round. What is going out that will goes arround. In this living, make sure to be kind to all of people, whether he or she have bad intention toward you. Just surrender it to the above all knowing all people heart.

That is the most important thing must have wisdom from the ONE can give us about this living. HOw much your broken heart also, He can heal your broken heart. You hurt because of your love one or anyone, just surrender it all. Have a soft heart to the ONE can healing all things in your heart. Open the heart to His Spirit.

The hunger of Spirit only can full fill with the wain of God, the hunger of human being body can be full fill with foods of world.

Is two difference situation. One day our Spirit will leave the body. The body will back to originality place. Is round also. Is very common situation. Is all living about. Find your destination and just go on with thanks giving to the Highest one. There is nothing impossible, you can go on...be smile always..and al the best for year 2011..

amen.

Asian tsunami kills 12,300, many more homeless (26-12-2004)

Updated: 2004-12-27 08:04

More than 12,300 people were killed and tens of thousands left homeless after a powerful undersea earthquake unleashed giant tsunami waves that crashed into the coasts of south and southeast Asia.

The 8.9 magnitude earthquake that struck off the Indonesian island of Sumatra early on Sunday was the biggest in 40 years.

The world's biggest earthquake in 40 years hit southern Asia on December 26, 2004, unleashing a tsunami that crashed into Sri Lanka and India, drowning thousands and swamping tourist isles in Thailand and the Maldives. [Reuters]

An unidentified man salvages his household items after they were washed away by tidal waves at the Marina Beach in Madras, in the southern Indian state of Tamil Nadu, Sunday, Dec. 26, 2004. [AP]

A general view of the scene at the Marina beach in Madras after tidal waves hit the region. Disaster struck just after dawn as a huge earthquake in Indonesia sent tsunamis crashing westwards. [AFP]

Thai government officials said at least 392 bodies had been retrieved and they expected the final toll to approach 1,000.

NO WARNING SYSTEM

In Los Angeles, the head of the Pacific Tsunami Warning Center said U.S. officials who detected the undersea quake tried frantically to get a warning out about the tsunami.

But there was no official alert system in the region, said Charles McCreery, director of the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration's center in Honolulu.

"It took an hour and a half for the wave to get from the earthquake to Sri Lanka and an hour for it to get ... to the west coast of Thailand and Malaysia," he said. "You can walk inland for 15 minutes to get to a safe area."

"We tried to do what we could," he said. "We don't have contacts in our address book for anybody in that part of the world."

The earthquake, of magnitude 8.9 as measured by the U.S. Geological Survey (news - web sites), struck at 7:59 a.m. (1959 EST). It was the world's biggest since 1964, said Julie Martinez at the USGS (news - web sites).

The tsunami was so powerful it smashed boats and flooded areas along the east African coast, 3,728 miles away.

In the Maldives, where thousands of foreign visitors were holidaying in the beach paradise, damage appeared to be significantly more limited, according to initial reports.

Country	Affect area	Peoples died reports
Indonesia	17,000 island	4,500 peoples had died
Banda Aceh	The capital aceh province 200 prisoners escaped from jail	3,000 people killed
Sri Lanka	All over country Worst disaster to hit Sri Lanka	4,500 people died Over 1 million pollution 5% population
India	Southern India	3,000 people died
Malaysia	Penang area	8 peoples died
Mynamar		10 peoples died