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Last Friday I finish up all my work around at 1am. Normally at this kind of city, peoples with going out for the Friday Nite or Weekend specially or what ever is call. But I still stick in the office doing a crazy work with my boss. Argh! when this thing will finish...Damn too many work , I have more than 100 files there ..how I going to overview all of this? Alone? I would call it really crazy..too many paper works..Thank God to my ex-boss, I have done all this kind of things with close eyes..But still need energy and need to overview and also thinking oso.

Well work cos need money also..Lives need to go on also. I do it with volunteer also. Good experienced also. Need to go on.  On the way back home I saw an accident..the car cross the next road (he suppose not to be in that line, he at another contra line). Is too dangerous but what to do there any choice for. My boss also such like worker holic, sure there something behind all the scene. Just wait and see how it will be.

I am in confusion right now, whether want to join in full time or just it be like that. I think I don't have any interested to be there. Well I feel sympathy toward the boss. But did she will feel the same. I dont think so..
than i will give up toward it...

The accident I saw I dream it again that thing was happen to me. Thanks God I just dream. Than next morning I saw again an accident  argh!! same things also happen...excatly the same..

ushh!! God help me..I need a strength!
 i got bad day in the early morning..


than my training at SKMM was suck! new thing argh...argh....
ehehehee...m stuck ler..

thanks God I have good movie to watch..HANNA...hhehee...
shopping at mid valley..foods..
sleep..

Human being same as Chicken?

Human being same as chicken? village chicken?

The lifestyles?

Why is really make it same?

Early morning..you release the chicken going out..

and they will all going out for find the food for all day..

at the end of the day they will coming back to their house?

---and same thing go with human being--

early morning we wake up stand by all kind of breakfast..

start the car engine...

go to work

at the end of the day we will coming back for rest....

-- do you think it same - yep similar --

and another one - chicken also get their little chicken -

also human did that ---

and when the time reach, chicken also will be kill by its master ---

also same-- one day when the time reach we will be calling by our Master to go back to Him..

BUT -- here what I really want to share here? 

Do we really want to live such like a chicken lifestyle..

live, didn't do anything at all in this kind of living...

live, get a job, getting married, get children, grow up our children, we getting grandchildren and died? 

Is a normal live styles.

Would you think to be valuable to others..

Scarified the normal live styles..

To be difference...??? 

Would we dare to take the challenge? 

How? 

Than think?

How we make it difference to little society surrounding us? 

Make it alive, make it happen. Dont be just act as normally live styles..

How we can not too release selfish with our time , with our money??

DO a change .....from this moment...

i coming back ---real miz blogger!

damn ! suck!  stupid! monkey!
all kind of bad words is out when u are really in a bad mood.

I come to release that in this kind of modern world, is difficult for you to find a value of " friendship" or "neighborhood" ..there is such of friendship in this world. How it can be happen. There is nobody to value of your friendship. There will be surrounding you when you are need them. Is hard to believe someone that new to you and you still come back to the old one. Why we are human being keep on going in the same character and like to be with the old version?? We are familiar with it? Not dare to try with the new version. Such like a new window XP and upgrade to window 7. Must dare to take the challenge..

Argh.!!! this kind of feeling, off course everyone have feel it. The kind of need someone to be with you , to be love and to love someone. Who else can replace that place, there is nobody unless you dare to take the challenge to have a new one. But is the way how we think about it. Sometimes we feel that is too lonely and too need someone to be with us. Off course this is one of character of human being. Not to be alone all the time. Since beginning, God create Eve to be with Adam. It's true. yeah is true. So a girl cannot be alone all the time if not with someone else.

When we are the lonely time, what is the most thing we do? Reading the good books? serve net? sleep? or anything? You will find your own answer what you are going to do..

I really miz my blogger...
damn hot blogger...
cos of my computer problems...
n live quit over2xx busy...damn..my blogger..leave for few months..
hahahaha!!!

What ever is live is , we need to go through it day by day.
NEVER say a words OF GIVE UP
We never see what our FRONT ? (ONLY THE CREATOR KNOW WHAT IS UP FRONT OF US)
never give up life need to go on and on..
BEWARE...WISE all the Time...for HIS TIMING...
BELIEVE all the TIME, HE NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE...
NEVER..
count the STAR at the SKY..there is the blessing ..
count of the sand at beach....there...is the limit...
can you...take the challenge...????